My tusheez

This blog was started once upon a time when a young girl at school didnt know better but thought otherwise. So the way earlier entries can be crass and words inappropriate so please don't judge. As now the person has evolved into someone older and wiser (hopefully) ..:.... But some of the entries were classic and hilarious so I don't have the heart to delete them :@ Well we were all young (read:wild) once, right?

Thursday, January 27, 2011

False Alarm Last Week

After excitedly gobbling down goodies at Sze Chuan Court - Fairmont hotel 's Dim Sum Buffet...

My tummy seems to harden and it really hurt. I felt like to going to the loo, but after several trip, nothing fruitful at all.

I thought maybe it was gas, hubby thought maybe I was eating too fast or eating too much.

But after an hour, I started tearing, it was unbearably painful, whatever position I take up didnt help.

So off we went to the TMC.

Nurse brought me to the labour ward.. and after an hour of examination (seemed like ages though),

Doc came and told me there was no contraction and no dilation, but it was advisable that I stay in the hospital ward for a night.

Hubby picked a really nice room for me, but really I couldnt rest well, I was so anxious, what if baby comes anytime now.

I was excited yet really scared of what's really coming ahead.

The day gone by, it was Monday and baby was still happilly staying inside my tummy.. heh heh..

Look like it's false alarm.

We paid a bomb, almost 1 K after medisave, brrrr.. and drove home.

A bit disappointed I still dont get to see my baby, but at least the pains in the tummy have subsided a little and I felt better.

That was last Sunday, it was still 2 weeks away...

Now it's27th January.. 7 Feb is not far off... gosh... 10 days away... I am even more nervous.

Everyday I pace around the house, checking for all sorts of labour signs, read the pregnancy forums and internet bulletins, over and over again, making sure I don't miss a thing.

I also kept telling baby don't take too long, cause we are all very excited to meet him..

So.. let's see.. it's a week away from CNY, is he gonna be a CNY baby?
Hmm...


will keep you updated =)

Friday, January 21, 2011

getting anxious.,,,




Aiks.,,,,,weeks have gone by sooo fast. especially because mom's bakmee stall has been keeping us busy over the festive period,

Day by day, I get a bit more anxious.

Nervous, excited, anxious , everything in one. it's gonna be like a first date., finally meeting my baby boy.

3 weeks to go now. What's it gonna be like? what's he gonna be like? am I gonna be a good mom? is it gonna be as painful as people said it would be?

so many questions and worries :)

at the same time, super excited beyond belief !!! I can't wait to meet him!!! I'm sure he is gonna be even cute than Mr Gan!!!

So how have I been keeping myself busy these days?

I still go office sometimes, especially for meetings, but I have slowed down on sales activity. I rest more at home, I become Hubby Gan's personal assistant and secretary, he he. I still go to mommys new bakmee at centrepoint sometimes too. In fact I keep meeting my dear friends there. thanks for visiting !!!

At night, after everyone is home. We play DOTA :0. my entertainment of the day, after which me and Hubby will watch top gear, big bang theory, lie to me or gossip girl..

and that's about it.

But still, I get tired fast nowadays. I will sleep earlier and wake up later.

Other times, I'm enjoying every moment with my baby. I can feel him kicking, gliding, moving about.. hiccuping !!!

haha ., oh it's amaZing., I'm thinking of blogging actively again when my baby is born. I will be blogging about motherhood I suppose, will be worth reading again one day when my baby boy has become a man, I may want to reminisce on his baby days then.

We actually have a name for my boy ady, dunno if I shd say It out yet :)


hmmm ...


ok goodnight !!!