feeling unsafe.. missing something?

Eversince I reached Europe I had this uneasy feeling.. a strangers nation... so many unknowns...

But In London I didnt feel much of it cause I am so familiar With it... I know the ways. I have some friends left...

in Paris however, I feel a lot lot more uncomfortable. Upon hearing pickpocketing news And the metro station cheating occurence to us this morning And the unfriendliness of the people Plus their unspeakable language... hmms ...
Wary all the time...

Then I realised why. I have always felt so so safe next To Gan. He is like My bodyguard, My protector, My guardian, even when we were in strange countries, facing difficult situations, as long as I am With him.. I normally feel safe.

Worse still we are normally inseperable. I get too used To him bring around making me feel safe.

But now Gan is half a globe away :(
He is Not With me.

:(

For Now I have To be strong for myself And Baby And Mami :).

Until 10 Aug...

Gan Will be waiting for me back home.