MOS Ming Send-Off

Amidst my heartbreaks, my soul searching, my house moving, my mom loving, my IKEA table building, my errands running, my musical writing my million other other responsibilities and many other things that have been keeping me busy for the past few weeks or so.

I still got time to sneak out and party. Muahaha. Though nowhere near often like last time.But that's good! Save Money!

I dropped by Riverine on Wednesday to have a pre-glow before Mambo. I didn't have to go to River, I could go straight to Wine Bar and have my one-for-one. I was heading out alone. But I had this HUGE hunch that Gary might be there.
I don't know why. I just had it. I just had to go there and see for myself. Like Forces of Nature calling.

So, I told the cabbie :" Robertson QUay"... sigh... why am I running to where he is ah..well, I did want something from him. His van.

As it turned out, he WAS there and so, I asked him if I can borrow his van to help me move house the coming Saturday. *sigh*. The bugger so nice went and said yes, I feel so bad he had to wake up Saturday morning to shift dining table, huge chunk of glass and suitcase for me, somemore I think that day, he not very good mood, he drove his van all the way singing to Bob Marley and hardly talked to me at all. So much like the Captain Scary Gary I know. Haha.. But still, I don't know how to thank him yet. He refused to stay for lunch. Maybe he's scared of my mom. But I don't know why hor, I've been having this weird, intense 6th sense that if Gary DID get to know my mom, he will be super nice to her and will really sayang her one. Just a stupid hunch. Probably sayang her more than sayang me cause she's more adorable anyway.

Okay, anyway, I left for Mambo that Wednesday, I got damn drunk. Mind you. Totalled. Faded. I cant believe I woke up in time for work and felt fine.

A few days later, I had to go to MOS.

Basically, Ming was flying back to Jakarta then Texas last Monday, so we had to party the weekend before that. I had to come out for air anyway, plus I don't know when I will see Ming again. *groann..*..


So we all went to MOS. I rested on Friday by the way! You see now I am such a good girl!!
Saturday daytime, I was busy moving furnitures, screwing those fyucked up IKEA tables and unpacking and doing up the TV and stereo systems leh! So damnn tiring!!! I am like THE MAN OF THE HOUSE!


But still, for good ness sake, I still came out to MOS at night.

Here's some FOTO.


This is Ryan the British- Indonesian- Canadian gay-pinup.
This is one guy who blacks out most of the day. Think I mentioned before.




He was upset that so many guys picked him up so we took one pimpish photo lah.

Fi-Ry-me




Fiona, Poche and me. Fiona so pretty. I look so tired. Haizz.. getting old.

Poche... haizz.. must hang out with POche more. Poche is funny man. POche is nice and Poche stays right smack prime Orchard area.





This is Ming and me, I am gonna miss this bugger so much.



This is Ryan and his antiques. Crazy MTF openned a bottle and forced Ming to get damn drunk.
When he's like a goner himself. He has blacked out already by the way.






Me and Fi again.



Again... more chiobus =)






Ming & me.





Again. But this time, I acted damn sloshed. Act only okay..
I am drama mama!

How? Looks real anot??





Again, can't get enough of him yet. Haha.. Ming is such a blardy nice lad. If only I am still 19, if only I am still studying in some UNI in US .. heuhuheu.. if only.....





This is Tony and me, Tony is apparently Fi's friend and Tony is cool cause he reads my blog. Muahahaha..



I was lookin sad. Cause Ming was leaving so fast to go and cruise Alaska with his mom and dad. What is there to see in Alaska? Penguins?? Polar bear?? so boring mah..!!!
Uhh..





Halfway through the night. My shoes had to spoirrr..

The soles came off..



soleless me..

KNS


Well done!




Then the whole thing came off, I ended up dancing bare-footed KNS the floor so dirty, lucky no broken glass. Check out how fyucking dirty the jeans are.





I went home about 3 or 4.. Was knackered man...
In the cab, I looked at my baby iPaq



*ahh.. the wallpaper so nice..* (haolian)

And I got a text-message from Cat in Dublin..


Apparently she misses me.. sigh.. I miss her too. What's she doing so far away. She told me she loved the orange G-string I sent her. Good girl.
I am thinking of moving to London for a while man, may have lobang, I don't know how that plan will pull through though. So many things to consider. There's my musical for next year's Esplanade staging. There's my mom. There's My new place. And there's my life. And yet, there's part of me just wanting to run away from all these.. far far away...

My needs, my wants, my must-haves, my responsibilities, my demands, my deservings, my directions, my decisions and the lack of it...


My confusions..