SSHHH

ME and Mom on her big big comfy Italian King sized bed.. really dun wanna return to my dinghy-like cubicle in Spore..=)...stupid 4 walls...
Tell u wadd.. this is where me and mom shared many many secrets.. eversince dad stayed in my room (which was supposedly haunted coz hes been dreaming many weird nightmares.. but one of them actually made him win the lottery and got me and my mom aThailand holiday last May 03)
This bed is prolly where she called me on LD call and told me to get a freakin AIDS test.. MOM!! please!!! I am how chaste!!!! ......

My mullah baby

Dewit... beloved bro.. and me.. Dewit.. sounds like duit (money in indon).. rite??? he's made of mulah baby! He claims he's gonna be richer by 6 billion rp by end of year so I am gonna be nice to him this year.. (not like I havent all these years..). heuheue.. Then Win, me and mom can just sponge off him... build a hut in Barbados and and drink coconut juice for the rest of our lives.. sounds goodi goodiee...

X-lounge X-mas X-Review

One too many drinks at xmas aint too good.. just glad i got home , washed up, staggered to bed and mom didnt stir.. phew..
Well it started out at Four Season's Bar.. THe jazz band was playing.. the company was good.. and the drinks kept coming.. Port, B-52 tequila vodka....
But X-lounge is terribly kewl.. Loved the decor.. its 2 decked.. Lower decked armed with high ceilings.. contemporary design,high wooden pillars, pebbles, glass staircases, with a touch of spa-zen ness: coy and slick..
RnB downstairs was thumpin alrite.. but Progressive Trance upstairs rockzz!!
The couches.. comfy and big.. not exactly discreet but they'll do..Ting2 and Jimmy were so loving as usual.. I am so jealous.. =)..
Met Barry, Ani and Jim's couz too.. And many other new friends there.. Had many deja-vus or maybe just euphoria-influenced-state-of-mind..
Oh.. met Mellisa, her new catch and her American friend Ben.. hehe..he wanted to know me.. he's been askin me out..but I dunno man, he's so tall!I'd look a pigmy!...

really dunno.. Dunno abt the Sydney bloke.. the young pilot..the Indon bloke.. the rich mtf's son..the exes...the punks.. the %$#%^$.. dunno abt any of em.. dunno dunno.. bleahhhhhhhhh... too many boys too lil time.. haha.. no no..j/k.. seriously.. I really wanna fly solo for a while.. Its been fun anyway... Just cruisin... Focus on Family, friends and career... About time rite?
Xmas eve was good.. Me, mom and bros went to watch Ocean's 12. Aww... freakin good aye..!
So we went home and watched Ocean's 11 on DVD afterwards. haha..
Oh oh.. taught Wit and mom hip hop too.. was sooooo hilariiousss... Caught that on cam too!!

Went to Aunt Itien's Bday on 26th with dad and bros.. As usual.. her party is lavishly glamoured with nice food, nice place and rich frigs... At this really nice town house in Kemang... Neat!
Was Sooooo Happy to see Cessa after so long... She's lookin babelicious as usual..
Was gossiping all the way.. Will see her again soon.. hopefully NYE..
Met Yenny, her best buddies, ci Wienny,ci Anne,and their husbands, babies..etc, Nico, Darren, Maxi( all so cute!).. first auntie, second uncle &fam,etc etc and the whole big Suhali family.. except there were people missing,, like Lia, the Solo and the UK bunches.. But was a good power catch-up and freeloading session anyway...But too many married, pregnant aunties and cousins... kinda freak me out.. haha.. Me not gettin there anytime soon..
Today went scoouting for rattan and teak furniture to trade..armed with new digicam.. was enlightening.. wish me luck.. I hope I can proceed with the business plans..=)
rushed with 'ojek'.. the motorbike taxi with mom to the cinema to catch Phantom of The Opera.. was latee... I had to cut queue, plead..and get tix .. we even had to walk home after the show!.. But It wuzz well worth it..Loved the musical-movie so much... been singing opera.. screaming my lungs out and annoyin my bros eversince I got home.." Think of me.. think of me fondly...""""AAAHH>....hehe

Merry Kurisumasu mina-san!!

STELLAR

Was the Evil Diva in the musical.. Jacquelline..*growl..*..2002
Aww... my diva days.. too bad ya didnt get to watch the musical yoo.. I was awesome.. the audience was completely stunned when I brought them the main songs (all original)...
Heehuheue.. wad a diva.. ah.. wad a poser! bitch!

K1&M 2001- LOve STORY 1

THis is Kenny & Celly Wu (1997-2003)
R.I.P

THe bugger now Works hard to become Dr Wu soon !! Dang.. I will need you to do liposuctions and botox fer me in decades to come!!huehuehue...

We met at 16 (way too wee to know that happy ever after is a fatamorgana)
Kenny used to chase me around lower school in Concord College with a lil squiggling mouse in his leather box.. how charming!!
First thing he noticed was my loudness at the dining hall during dinners
.. -The Indon table and the Taiwanese table were at 2 different far end.. But he somehow kept noticing this really annoying laughter everytime he tries to eat dinner in peace.. But oh well.. he grew into it.. hehehe.. I will always treasure every memory we shared....( And there's toooo many!!!) We shared just about the most unforgettable memories coz they were so stooopid....such as... going to Birmingham with hotels paid and 10 pounds left in wallet!! SO we ended up in the hotel room eating instant noodles for 2 days.. ok ok. thats after we spent 100 pounds on the first night.. on bowling and Korean barbeque.. and the bugger slipped the rest of the coins into those fruit machines and lost em all.. thanked god I lied about the 10 quids i had left in the wallet...else.. we'd be eating boiled carpet pieces and shower soap in the hotel..
Or.. the night we camped in Tai Chung (TWN-his hometown).. (with a donut shaped tent.. coz he dun freakin noe how to build it!!) right next to the road!!! opposite someone's house up on a hill.. Coz we got there too late.. (blame his friggin old crappy bike which needed to be started every 30 metres)... And the camp was either closed or we were lost in the forest up some hill.. The tent!It took 2 hours to build it.. coz he plugged the connecting rods into the soil!!!!!!!!! WTF..apparently he thought it was the 'root' of smth.. so we spent another hour scrapping the soil out.. then then.. there were 2 layers of the tent.. inner and outer and I was so friggin tired by then I couldnt be bothered to align them properly so the zip didnt match and we had to almost topple the whole thing over to get in and out..

Oh yess... we brought charcoal, meat and corns.. but this stray dog (actually.. probably the neighbour's dog) stole the meat when it was cookin and we were in the tent havin some hanky panky.. hehe.. oh well.. we ate the corns anyway.. And by 5 am in the morning.. holy shit!! so noisy!!! all the trucks and lorriess.. like bloody traffic jam right outside the tent.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How romantic!! We had to pack and coz we din wanna seem like it was a failure outing.. we had to stick around town before going home at lunch time and told them (Steve and his parents) how greatttt the camping was.. how beautiful the hill was.. Though in the end.. I couldnt take it anymo.I started yelling and the cat went out the bag..

Actually.. there was one good romantic outing.. when we went to Cornwall.. SOuthern England.. he nicked his bro's crappy car (A Vauxhall Carlton which broke down and was scrapped a week after the trip..before they bought the eagle winged Toyota Sera).. and drove down the small small town... So nice!! all the wood fired fire place.. the chimneys.. very very nice English old town.. and it was just the two of us.. And we met this tiny 'fish n chips' shop owner( I mean the shop tiny, the owner was monstrous).. who lined the whole shop with alll the videos of Bruce Lee and Jackie Chan.. a big fan apparently ...

Other than that! Man... Most of our dinners.. dates.. watever.. even in Londons.. were spent wherever the fruit slot machines are (he calls it' lau hu qi' (tiger machine)Vah..!! )
ONe time we got so broke in England coz he finished all the $$ .. and we had to buy all the freaking Sainsbury ECONOMY series home..
Like 70 pence 500g rice.. 9 pence baked beans.. and 11 pence white bread!!! Before I flew home one time.. just in case he was gonna go broke again.. I stocked his drawers with 20 cans of Sainsbury Economy baked beans.. We didnt even have money to move house from Botley road Oxford to Gloucester Green Oxford.. We had to nick 5 -6 supermarket trolleys.. gathered his gangster pals.. all damn bo liao Hongkies and Taiwanese .. about 10 of them.. to stock up the carts and pushed them all the way to town.. about 40 mins walk! at 3 am in the morning.. They had to do 2 rounds.. but I think in the end one of them gave up and decided to pay for taxi for the rest of the goodss..I wouldnt know coz I was asleep by then.. so freaking tiring!...
Look at the kind of shits I go through to stick to one boyfriend!!! 6 yrs leee!!!!
Look at how much loveeeeeeeee I have... Why always give to the wrong people????

But Kenny was the sweetest dear ever... though very bo-chup, lazy and he has got no proper direction in life.... especially at that time.. when he spent 9 to 10 at Shipley's the amusement centre and the rest of it at the 001 taxi waiting room where the fruit machines were available all nite long.. He wuz Gettin kicked out of school dunno how many times.. gone broke even more times... stayed over at the police stations dunno after how many fights..

But that was once upon a time, 6 yr long rollercoaster has come to its end..
He has now settled with someone sweet in Shanghai...

".. Well.. If you cant be with the you love.. then love the one you're with... Aite???
*slap myself twice over*...
So.. well done gurl.. I know he adores her now... Happy for her la. (really la..).. She's a nice gurl.. pretty hot chick too... Tho... I've got some tips for the babe ....Tips on how to maintain Kenny:.. well.. remember that he doesnt flush the toilet often.. he pees all over the bowl coz he doesnt lift up the flap ( I think it's a Taiwanese thing).. sometimes he leaves some shit on his undies.. so go get more tissue hankies in the toilet, he needs to use a lot!!!!!!!!.. he doesnt like to brush teeth b4 he sleeps.. so force him to do that.. .. reminds him not to eat too much salt coz the poor poot is losing hair.. and make him wash feet often.. coz he was damn notorious in Concord for having the smelliest pair ever!!!
Other than that he's perfect.... SO... cheerio!! basket.. her sex life must be damn happening now.. bloodeeey hell.. heuheuheuheue

Sydney Stories

Sydney downtown.. good ol times.. What a fab city... great beaches.. great mountains.. ski slopes.. great clubs.. all just drives away.. Would love to retire there.. kekeke..*grinz*

Anyway.. this is x-man 2, Kenneth, the Honkie yuppie.. he lived in Sydney,, prolly stil does..

TOo bad my fabulous memories of Sydney were sporadical .. yes I went to some nice places.. the beaches.. went patho sometimes (when he's free..)... the clubs.. HOME.. the bistros...
But MOST Of them time.. I was at home as a housewife traineee. like seriously 24/7 at home..
washing the clothes (though once they all turned green..).. cooked (though once I meletd the laddle.. put hot oil in coffee cup and flooded the whole kitchen).. ironed his working shirts (though when his mom came over.. he made her re-iron them all over again.. )....

I also played PS2.. Alone!!! Coz.. I wuz too damn lazy to go out. I did with Angeline.. we went to the parks.. we shopped.. visited botanical garden, spotted lots of bats (and we were wondering how they pee or shit upside down.. ieuwwwwwwwww) and the museums.. walked to opera house.. but all that was done in a day.. so... the rest of the month.. (and i was there 3 times in half yr).. I was really at home.. See.. I played SIMS on PS 2 le.. I even did kickboxing and street fighting in the daytime.. though I stopped coz his carpet started to give way plus these carpetlets.. er.. these lil balls of wool or watever started to build up.. so.. I 'd better stopped before he turned into monster again.. See how much I loved this dude??
The shits I stood up for!! I would stay home all day. waited for his calls.. his comehomes.. (though became later and later.. ya la ya la.. busy man!).. When he got back.. dinner would be ready on the table!... What a lil waiflike creature me!.. But that wasnt enough.. I DONT KNOW WHY...
And you know how he proposed to me??
Ken: " You expect me to get down on my knees and propose nicely??"
Me:" ermm.. I guess not.." (a lil hopeful)
Ken: " NO!! you wait long long.." (sigh..)
Then.. he went over to the fridge and took out a cheesecake.. thing is.. he normally wouldnt let me eat after dinner.. let alone dinner sometimes. he will be watching wat goes into my mouth.. watchin my waist line.. he was so much more sensitive to it than me somehow..
Then... he passed me the cheesecake over the coffee table..
Ken:" There.. I let you eat this.. you marry me ok?"
HOw charming!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway.. I ate it la.. see how much I loved him again? Or how stupid I was again...I still thought that was cute.. bleah.. Anyway.. where got romantic casanovas nowadays.. knight in shining armour my ass la..
But anyway.. this charade ended after 8 mths or so.. Haizz...
He was prolly damn serious about marrying me.... But I reckont the reason behind that was simply coz he wanted a sophisticated, eloquent, smart wife (which he mustve been blind to see any of those qualities in me!) to match his rich businessman figure..
But love me???? Nah.. he said.. give 15 % love now.. the rest pay in installments til we grow old together.. NO More businessman for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIdat I lugi laaaaaaaaaa.. I invest 100% lehh.. where got match rite?? You think buying HDB flat is it?? Sollyy ah.. I believe in paying hard cash... high stakes!
If he run away after paying 15% only.. then wat abt me?? not even enough to cover maintenance.. He didnt even put down deposit yooooooooo..........
Ok la.. that was a hell of an experience.. he says we have age gap.. hmm more like mind gap.. really dunno how these guys think anymore. we are all commoditiess.. not living things to love and care for.. but properties to own and maintain....
So.. I left the baggage.. and went on another love search...

K2 & M 2003

Kenneth, me, and his lil cousins, Aaron and Elaine in Genting..Stole them from mom & dad fow awhile to shoot a make-do family portrait?=) hahaa.. --Dec 03.

They say.. " Love, accompanied with a bit of fear.. is the sweetest love"..

B3&M-04

Barry and me .. trying to match devils' grins while the good times last. -- Term break 2004-Sept
X-man 3...

We met when we were so wee in kindergarten! We didnt even know it until we got together.. He even had the class picture and I was just sitting in front of him and we were 5????


sadddd sad blog la.. dun wan write already ........

E4&M-04@Z-out

Elisha & Half smashed me at Zoukout Dec 04, dark chocolate VS white chocolate aye? CHeck out the stark difference......

We met at Cocco Latte on Halloween's night.. guess what he found on the on the spider webbed podium? A prancing Chinese Ghost in Kimono (AKA yours truly)... bah!..

Comin clean.. he's prolly the cutest livin thing I'd ever get my hands on..

The bloke's pretty wicked.. he can immitate so many different English accents.. dunno why whenever he does it.. I will crack up.. and I wasnt just being polite.. he's pretty damn good..
He'd do Welsh, Cockney, French, Italian, Spanish, Honkiee "Ashhk1 mah3 teet4-cher2 yarrr1.."
(see.. complete with intonation.. try it!)

but I do Scottish the best tho.. "Yo, motey..Gout yor foggs oot!, yoo knoew.. gout yor foggs oot".. " Whoot??Yoow wonkkeorr!" Just pronounce everyword with you lips curled into a round O and you're halfway there.. haha..

Elisha's got the freakiest fingers I have ever seen in mah life!! For real..
They look like twigs of a tree.. All the joints are like permanently bent.. heuhue... sorry I dun hv snapshots of them to proove it.. mebbe next time.. when he's on mag or smth..
We once passed baskets of watermelons and papayas at Arts Canteen. Me being the footballer wannabe and he the real rugger, I suggested me stealing them melons and he the papayas..
Then Jac smartly pointed out how he would get caught coz he would have to pass the bleedin papayas backwards... heuheue.. nincompooty ruggers! I hv yet to learn to appreciate rugby.. geez. 5 secs after every whistle blow and the blokes are in a bundle again! Where's the ball? ehh.. no wonder the ball or watever they call it.. is in that papayaic shape.. coz even it were to be round.. it will end up like that anyway, crushed and flattened one too many times in the games..
Ruggers may seem muscular and all.. but really.. few of them actually have 6 packs.. haha.. They have big calves for sure.. and strong arms.. but abs? nah.. plus all the dosage of beer they consume after every match.. wuiihh... nope.. no abs..

The only rugby match I've watched to date.. was donkey yrs ago.. Concord College Vs Shrewsbury Highschool,England.. Of coz we were trashed like shiiit.. thanked them for one mercy goal.. 1-28!!! Way to go Concordians!!!
We really wanted to support Concord, being patriotic and all.. but the match took place only in a good half of the field.. our half!!!... English hooligans just kept comin our way.. nope.. never reached the other side, bundles of men appeared (furthest) 5 metres from Concord's goal, and movements were uni directional!!... so.. we sat there and sianed.. we didnt even know how to cheer, how to? Damn stoppid la....we just hoped noone got killed in the game... Kenny wuz playin.. but he sucked too..I thought the saviourr would have been Eric the grasshopper who was way to skinny to be playin rugby.. I reckoned once he's gotten the ball, someone could just run and bump into him.. hard enough to send him flying to the opponent's goal and wuiihh touch down...! Nah.. never happened... I wonder where Eric is now.. de last I saw him was in London.. hmm..

Back to banana boy.. (in case u hv weird thoughts abt moi callin im banana.. dats coz his chinese is crap shit and he speaks French in place of dat plus he's how angmoh huehue.. so white outside yellow inside ok?..)
Well, if you havent noticed, he was crowned the New Urban Male winner 2005.
flash news aye..

Anyway, fiery sparks finish chop chop.. too long and ppl might get cao da...

Heuheuhe.. I am so mightily magmanimous.... *hiaks*

Brudder & Mommi

Its realllii good to be home.. such a welcomed change from the 4 small square walls that normally trap me..Back home I ate and ate and ate.. I'll inflate.. I sleep, sleep and sleep and I'll wish for the sweep..I laugh n cough n sneeze n crap.. I finally live like a normal human being..
Anyway.. WIll check out Utopia and X-lounge tomorrow.. Will be cool,, X-Lounge is like the newest hippest club.. apparently.. THey have 2 decks.. RnB lounge downstairs.. Progressive Trance upstairs.. Ayee... Will tell ya abt it..
Went cut hair todae.. looks like Xena with her knightress head dress.. yucks..
cheerss..



My belurved Bro, Dewit.. and his..err.. hey.. wait a min.. that's your mother dude..!!..muaxxx... luv u twooo...muax muax... Autumn 2004

All smiles now..aww!!!! cheers to a lonesome long road ahead .. first time being single for eons (7 yrs).. always back to back..gudness how tiring is that?.. really need a good rest haha.. sit back.. and browse slowly.. may not even have time for that now.. gosh.. bz bz.. Now I am attached.. to myself.. huehue.. *gigglezzz* 

Lost casts of Catz

Very bored..very silly girls who havent got better things to do during final year exams..
Autumn 2004.. Jac the moustached butterfly.. I the flat whiskered cat..

bLUFF MEE

Most Beloved Mom and Me... seriously.. can you tell who is who? Aye.. I've had enough people mistaking her for my younger sis... mom.. grow old le...
Tell u wadd.. If u ever go Bangkok's Wat Arun.. and see this Kinari boards to stuff ur pretty faces in the holes and capture the moment... uh.. so wordy.. .. yeah.. anyway..
look at the bottom of the board.. theres this small print.. 50 bahts or something.. EACH!!!
Bluff me laa.. I thought free.. else I also dun wan pay 100 bahts too look like some idiots.. but since its been done.. lets post it somewhere to make the bahts worth while..

Majulah Singapuraaaaaaaaaa

Jac n Me,, big big smiles as usual.. Watching Fireworks by Esplanade on National Day 04.. Breath taking indeed...!!!
yeah.. it was National day.. look at how smiley she looks.. this is her trademarkk..
my best babe is a smiley belle... Boo..
I love her to pieces yooo... HEhee.. another peson who can blackmail me like anytime..
though 'us' can get frictious sometimes.. I know we love each other loads loads...
She's one of those.. guys may find tooooo bloody hot to handle hehehe.. My true blue fellow giggling hyena... with Jac.. we laugh all day at just anything and nothing.. and really cant find a better company ! Be it 3 am at Kent Ridge Park.. a rainy drunk afternoon on the mud outside RH or of coz at the clubs.. ... wanted to clone her once coz she gets so freakin busy sometimes..
but the superwoman nowadays get sick.. ehhhh......... wanna make more time for me is it

Jacky and the pussiefags

Jaccc... ran off with a friggin faggot.. the bugger reckons he rock..but he wears a frock when hez got a cock.. Man.. dorkk!.. Ok ok..Sham.. really.. ya lookin sexy ! Nice pout too!! Jac.. sometimes your taste bud iz way warped, luv.. ---ZOuk OUt 2004

Black black sky.. white white me.. red red Cat.. We were smashed by 10 ish before we even entered the ZoukOut arena.. too early into stuphor.. no wonder i couldnt stay til PVD spins.. dang....
Cat ... Cat....... Cat is so sweeeeettt... She's one of the best babes I have... So sincere. so candid.. watch out tho! She's feisty bordering on violent sometimes..
She's way too intelligent for the society though.. she only watched and reads anything intellectually stimulating... hates reality shows.. and stuff like that... She will call them.. " Fucken bullshit.. fucken waste of time la!! " Then.. hor.. her middle finger shows up quite a bit these days.. heuheuheue.. But I love herrrrrr I love love her la.. She beats any guy on tennis with her left hand I bet.. hehe.. Aye.. when she leaves me and Jac behind for Germany in Feb.. we will be such sorry asses...

Me & Elaine at Kenneth's Sis Wedding Dec 2003.. Miss the lil darling so much.. She lives in Utah... 

CDCMC@Z

2 of me BeztFrens: Cat & DC ,..and me and Connor, the Irish dude : Kieran's side kick.. And I kicked Kieran and Connor's asses on a lil Rap battle dat fateful nite.. they were trasheddddd.. !!muahahaha..!
.. Taken @ Zouk.. Many more happy times ahead.. cheers!

DC is one bloke who can roughly read me by the palm.. coz we've said the same phrase at the same time too many times.. we kept slapping each others's foreheads til my producer once started calling me a LOHAN!... We communicate in anagrams.. so now we have secret codes...
like.. hot doggin for good night!! (now, that's one secret out you stupid marcelly!) haha.. this is why it took us 5 mins to reply each others msn msgs sometimes.. coz too bo liao.. all in anagrams.. thx to the world wide craze on Da Vinci code.. so now we wanna be cool and in.. and anagram savvy...and intelligent seeming..
Around March 04,DC came back from Germany with a big present for moi.. it was really quite big.. keke..He said It's gonna be my best friend for life (if it endures that long).. especially on rainy days.. It has been my bestfriend and has given me tremendous joy in uncountable occasions...
Now.. whenever I wail or wallow to DC.. complaining how bored, sian or down I am.. he would ty to bochup me and utter :" Eh.. I didnt give you that present for nothing hor!!!"
Ayee... true...
Anyway.. DC is prolly the closest guy friend I have to date.. dunno why we never end up datin each other tho ppl have brought that up to me too many times..
He thinks I am a boy in a girl's body and I think he knows too much already.. no fun!!!!

Connor Was a BIG disappointment.. such a hunky Irish bloke, and I thought so..bah!, he hit Zouk one nite and went off with an oversized baggage with long uncombed hair that keeps sticking all over her lipglossed dory lips.. Sorry mate. I gave up on you...

Li Cai Zhu

In Awe???
SSHhh... Yeah.. thats me Chinese alias.... Being associated with colourful pig, veggie pig or veggie pearl.. I was nvr that fond of my name.. Noone calls me by it anyway.. *thank god for dat*.. wouldnt wan ah zhu or zhu zhu.. or xiao zhu!!! i will go berserk!!
Btw Cai Zhu = colourful pearl, given by my late grandma..
I wanna change me name!! Was think of Cai Xia.. But too much la.. colourful summer.. heh.. But it's also like.. Cai(wealth) Xia(down).. hmm.. either money depletes or money pours down.. what do u think? Money downpour?? Yeah baby..

H.O.M.E

And I aint tokin abt the hippest biggest ravin spot in Sydney.. I am tokin abt where the heart is..
where people who mean the most to you actually reside and cohabit...
Man.. So glad sharing Cathay flight with Lydia.. Flight home never felt so brief before..
Once I stepped down the car.. I just had to eat mom's 'bakmie ayam".. goodness.. i really couldnt find chicken noodle this good overseas... or even in indon itself..
Bros and me were in an instant back to the three crazee noisee amigos again.. Rappin here there.. screaming.. arguing.. mimicking.. laming.. laughing.. yelling.. bullshitting.. playacting... well well... hv i missed them or wat?????

" They say this is home..
Where u get cocooned in a dome...
Made of honey and the sweetest foam..
ANd in here.. you wouldnt wanna roam.."

Hmmss...

Ayoyo.. A day to go before I go home... finally.. I just wanna see my mom.. see my bros.. see my dad.. see JOjo.. my sausage datschun dog who curls up like snake and whose butt skids when running round corners..
... haizz...Anyway. some more boliao update.. Shooting was brief today.. Ran errands and now gonna nap awhile before I meet Darren and our other VPS partner to discuss directions and prospects of exporting exotic goods from my homeland..
Awritey.. tryin to upload pics into blog... see how that goes... =)

Muahh..

Aww.. got my laundry back.. thx for returning man... u took wrongly is it.. my gosh .. so blind! anyway.. forgiven ok.. just dont take mine again next time.. bleah...
Dinner was fun and filling.. stupid Dc never fails to crack me up.. he said that he got a zit before he went swimming.. but it disappeared afterwards coz he swam so fast.. wtf rite??? duhhh....
Meetin the band was good... heh.. hope this one dont disband til we hit the clubs..
hmm.. dunno abt UAN yet. howhow..lotsa of dough involved.. but could give me passage to stardom.. muahahha.. watever la..
chey...anyway... sleep soon.. coz tomolo more shoots.. but luckily will be indoor... no more pool shots ... phew... exposing white fat belly... arghh..
cheers..

WAD?????????

SOMEONE STOLE MY WHOLE LAUNDRY BASKET??? what a sick azzz.. left me with one sock.. not even a freakin pair..... arghhhhhhhhh he better do some good with the clothes like donate em to charity or smth.. bloody hell.. better not hv any freak show with it.. do vodoo or watever.. argh.. sick sick ppl!!!!!!!!!! Now nid to shop for socks arghh...My esprit pants. jackets.. tracks and Gap shirts and bonds boxers.. hiks hikss... and lots moore.... Bleah.. watever la..
Anyway... was shootin whole day.. so shacked.. watever.. gonna sleep now b4 I go dinner with Dc at Munchie's then havta go down meet the band.. Hmm.. abit homesick ite now... how? Wan my mommy... hiks..

"Nothing Lasts Forever.." ... So does this angst or despair or pain in the heart... So does life.. so does joy.. so does everything I feel or do or accomplish... chey.. how come now it sounds so weak.. snap out! snap snap!

Hurie down me chimney

Rite... Ever felt loneliest in a huge crowd? Guess my mind is always elsewhere.. lala land... Such a psychopath me.. Could there been a hidden agenda all along? COuld there be something at the end of the line? If you're just so damn fond of a thang.. know im by the book. then whats next?
COuld there be anything elz? COuld some1 you hardly noe give such humongous impact? MOreover if it lingers.. Could someone you already knew be the one? WHich one then? If you had loved that person.. Could you love him again? What about like?..
Anyway.. the day was havoc.. screwed up first song.. but my fav song went so well.. screwed up first dance too. the friggin Cd jumped many times.. but Toxic was good..
Sze's Bday surprise went alrite.. guess she might hv guessed it all along.. but oh well..
Went union bar with Dc to see Bel Sam Agnes Pin How and David.. heh.. with an officer around.. I still couldnt keep my mouth shut.. Pin How almost got me arrested.. handcuffs? awww...
He said he could handcuff my legs.. oh oh.. not the legs please..I like em ajarr.. eh... j/k k..
Gettin more skeptical by the day.. there's no true love out there.. just many make-dos..
Guess time doesnt pass fast enough.. I still have relapses.. but so glad we can all still be friends.. or at least acquaintances...
Days gonna get busier next few days.. I am so gonna dieeeeee...
I am audi.. wakin up early tom to rebond.. heh..
ciao..

Santa Baby...

"Hurry down my chimney tonight... ah ah... been an awfully good girl.. for you.. santa cutie... "
Christmas is here again.. oh well.. will be singing some Xmas songs this evening at biopolis.. hehe.. one day to jam and memrize.. hope dont screw anything up.. heh..
finally get to sing my favourite xmas song..: All I want for Christmas is you.. =)
oh oh.. but un get to sing the other one.. Mr Hanky the Christmas poo... heuheuehue..
Oh well.. Gonna get dolled up for photo shoots now.. Lookin like panda... couldnt sleep at all last night.. man.... jia lat....
Suddenly got tons of things on Monday.. how to divide myself??
Me audi... muax.... Have a nice day...

" You hardly need an excuse to fall out of love.. but you always come up with millions of excuses to stay in love ..."

Runnin outta time..

Somehow.. i seem to be havin too many things on my hand..
Besides the fact that I always wake up late due to prior clubbing sessions, I've been rushing about like a madwoman.. close to collapsing at the end of the day...

Need to rush FYP, needs to go down plant, needs to go jamming, needs to go for shoots, dance pratices.. gigs, interviews and performances, more clubbing, parties, birthdays, farewells.. and other errands that may seem irrelevant ,but really took up a lot of my time..
Heh... how? I am so glad Sunday is a bit of a break, other than going shopping with Vionne, I can catch more than the usual amount of winks and read some books.. MOnday comes.. I really better start jailing myself in my room and write up about Biomass Cogeneration plants and their efficiencies.. haha.. Oh oh.. and the school pubs V-day article.. Hmm. Did I miss anything out?

When I finally fly back on Wed.. I can finally stretch out a bit.. before Fyp comes chasing after me again.. BUt oh well.. jolly good.. maybe when I have time.. I will write out my Xmas list.. and my new year Resolution,,, Well I've got one.. I am gonna be stronger, focused and very very determined to pursure my dreams.. Stop doing things half f*ck half f*ck Marcelly!!! For goodness sake!!!
Me audi.. muax

oh wad a nite..

Why is friggin Spore so friggin small? WHy do u meet the same people at mambo? why was Jac so drunk? Why was everyone there? Why was the whole night so messed up?
Why was I so angsty? Why was I so excited? Why was I so happy? Why was I so confused?
Anyway.. had a great nite out.. tho damn wasted too.. DC n me were friggin squeezin thru phuture and butt rubbed for some time til I hit the members and met the usual people.. WHYYYY IS SPORE SO SMALL?? WHY DO EBERYBODY GO TO ZOUK?????

Knackered-KNocked out.

WHat a dayyyyy... First went out loitering JP with Elisha then come back dance from 7 to 10.. managed to finish toxic-hate piece and a eight 8s of Hey baby.. ayee.. tomorrow another session... was fun. but so tiring.. hehe.. But glad to have something to do.. so much better than brainstorming out ideas of what to do ...

I thought of Mambo but I guess I will have to give it a miss..
It's the company that matters anyway.. Worth to wait til the babes go out again.. another round of storms.. maybe this weekend.. cocco latte or zouk huehueh..
me audi.. muax

Freak SHow

Tell u what... too much South Park and you will get so warped yourself... I am startin to lose my mind siah... stripping down the corridor.. bring toothbrush to kitchen.. and coffee to toilet...
Get a grip la gurl.. what ave u done...
Heh.. today went down China town to meet Jackie... the sweetie needs to see doctor.. Eczema gettin bad... Elisha is sick too.. his tonsils flared up again.. Cat's Kieran got bitten by some insects and got ill too.. ehh.. Whats happening............??? sigh....
Well.... all's well that ends well.. they will get well soon...
So far... I still cant upload goddamn pics into the website.. I dunno why..
everytime I click on the add pic icon.. IE shuts down on me.. thanls by the way..
I am audi... maybe to get out and get sick..
taa

Monday Mellow

Eh.. didnt realise.. itz been 2 days since ZOuk Out started...
We had a pre glow that day... but we ended pissed too early.. like.. by 10!!!
SO by the time I hit the dance floor.. I kinda sobered up and went.. sianzz... hahaha..
but it was all goood.. met soooo many friends... Vionne and Pat at members as usual...
Abs, Sara.. Elisha and the ruggers .. Outnumbered.. but that was all goodd.. hahhaa..
everyone was commuting from tent to tent to sand to tent to sand...
ANd of coz.. THe hyenass.. stupid Jac went MIA for a good first half with a faggart with a frilly skirt and a tube... hahah... OK OK.. Sham you were lookin good!!!...
Cat, Violet, Sandra and Farah... heuheue.. wah .. so many babes right.. I couldnt find Maddie though.. I think the whole place too big and scatteredd... but all's good...
However... I was too shacked to wait up for PVD..=(............. I'll catch him elsewhere I guess...
But I reckon.. sand doesnt make a very conducive dance floor.. friggin horse immitator dancers were digging out and spraying sand into me... How to dance like that!!! Hehehehe...
All is still good.... Well.. I av all the time to recuperate.. So.,... but maybe next time I will just hit Zouk for PVD, Satoshi and Pippi.. aighttt...

Saturday (in)Sanity

Well well.. end of the week... long night ahead.. Zouk out is what I am talking about.. or more like what everyone is talking about.. Just cant wait to go down geared in visor, light sticks and an awake body.. will be jumping raving to PVD and seb before chilling and shee-ing to Dj Pippi hahahha...
Really cant wait.. Will be armed with bottles of liquor.. in plastic bags.. and cheapooes watever u wanna call us but we are getting sloshed outside the territory..
Muaahhh... Better get more winks now.. Need that extra zest tonight.. and tomorrow morning til dawn.. Hopefully still awake to watch the sunrise.. Heh...
Toodlelloooo...

Friday Fiesta

Ok.. wont exactly call it a fiesta.. I woke up so early yet again..sigh.. go back to sleeep!!!.. Eventhough Thumper's bass is still thumping down on my ears,I still woke bright and early.. sleepy and dazed...... Another unplanned day ahead.. Shopping? Dinner..
Cat and Jac just came back from Thailand yesterday... uhhh.. missed them so much..they are back to rescue me from depression.. hueheue..
Aight... Today.. gonna watch more Southpark... mostly season 8.. Coz Dc said I better catch up.. heuhue..
Tempted to go to the gym actually.. since it's only a 5 min walk... hmm.. let me laze around more.. then I hit the treadmills and the rowing machine..
But...Tomorrow.. it's ZOuk OUt... weah... heuhue... Better tone up a bit.. Long day tomorroww.. heheh.. CAnt wait.. so many friends form so many different clicks are gonna be there.. will have a whale of time scootering around....
Oh well oh well.. decided to slow down on Prozac NAtion a little.. affecting my sanity a little .. haha... Wurtzel sounds more and more like me.. hmm.. maybe vice versa.. to be courteous and right...
Ok I am audi fer now...
Back to FYP and stoning a bit..